Back from New York...not so exciting to be back...I didn't want to come home...In fact, I was scared to come back home because then I would have to deal with drama again, friends, family, and other stupid stuff. California is NOTHING compared to New York - the place that reallllly never sleeps. I don't like it here in California. It's filled with little homies who think they're so cool/always right/all that..whatever. I just hate it here. I would so TOTALLY want to live there and go to college, but then the only thing that sucks about NY is when it's winter and hell no I wouldn't want to deal with that shit. Ok, so the trip was great. I desperately want to go back. I miss everything about NY...especially the many buildings, taxi's, stores, and people. It's kind of boring not seeing any tall ass buildings anymore. I'm also gonna miss the way how when I slept at night, I had a good view of all these buildings with their lights on 24/7 and hearing taxi's honk for stupid reasons...[sigh] I honestly forgot about EVERYTHING that was here back at home. It felt ... great!
I was on TRL. Umm the first time was boring (the one with Andy Dick on July 11) so I went on Thursday when Hilary Duff and Chad Michael Murray came. Though, I had to stand outside, but it was all good. I got to see Qudduss or however you spell his name. And DAMIEN!!! DAMIEN FAHEY IS SO HOT! In real life...wow. And I saw Sway and John Norris, which are those who tell the MTV news often. Besides those famous folks, I can't forget the Naked Cowboy!
When I went on Thursday, there were these girls who came up in front of me who were about my age and they had this huge ass bright ass poster and they totally blocked my view. I was like...oh hell nawww I did not come here for nothing! and so I seriously got pissed and started cussing. They were all looking at me scared. I swear I was about to get something sharp to jab it right into their ugly looking poster. Others were pissed at them too. My mom saw a side of me she's probably never seen before. I cussed the living hell out of them. Wow, good day.
Ok, so Hilary has a VERY white stomach. Chad cut his hair and now he looks like Justin Timberlake...ugly. ALL the good pictures are in my disposable camera. The ones on my digital are kinda sucky compared to the REAL ones. Before going to TRL on Thursday, we went to Toys R Us first (probably the biggest and coolest Toys R Us ever!) and Hilary Duff and Tony Hawk were there. Plus stupid ass Paparazzi. Gosh I hate those dudes. By the way, there's that new movie called Paparazzi coming out and I wanna see it.
Besides New York, I went to New Jersey. There's this part where after you pass the tunnel that separates NY and NJ, you could see New York still while you're in New Jersey. I thought it was cool. And then there was Arizona. Wow, it's clean. At least at the part I went to. And then, LA...which when the plane was flying down, I saw our dirty polluted air. It's uglyyy. Arizona's was clear. So NY, NJ and AZ. Fun fun fun.
Is it weird that I cried when I came back from NY? Cause I did. Haha...man I miss it all. I'm so serious CALIFORNIA SUCKS! NEW YORK is the shit...except in winter. Times Square is the shit too.
I don't think I want this LJ anymore. I wonder about who even really cares about how your day went, or what you did on that day, how you feel, and blah blah blah. It's like "...okay?...do people have to know?" Eh I don't know. Gosh, I feel purely insecure. Ok, so what's next is that I might be in Summer Camp. It sucks but I have to do it. It's gonna be filled with people I don't talk to anymore. So that's what sucks. Ah w/e, that's a whole different story.
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Ok, here are pictures. I got the good ones in my hands...and I mean GOOD...HAHA. Alright, ENJOY!
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